So sorry guys ekadam se gayab hone ke liye maine socha bhi nhi tha ki ye book mai phir se start karungi, but here I am due to so e emotional breakdown I give up from this book pr dekho mai phir aagyi , thanks to you cutie aapki vajah se mai phir se writting start kr rhi hu , thoda support kr dena 🫶🏼💗

Ruhanika tried to stop her tears but she can't, words of Rudraksh still eachod in her ears

Meanwhile Rudraksh he stood there watching her the way she tried to escape from reality when he felt someone hands on his shoulder, and there she was — Aaysha she placed her arms on his shoulders

" Rudy, when you get her divorce afterall we have marry”

She said dramatically and this time Ruhanika looked at him in his eyes — questionable, furious,anger ,hurt everything clearly showed together.

Rudraksh maintaining his posture and said " wery soon” he said those while looking directly on Ruhanika eyes

And the rest of family members stood there watching the couple broke in front of them who just started for a perfect bonding , next second Rudraksh parents and others went on their own room

While Ambala taking Aaysha with her but , the hall was blank now Ruhanika looked at Rudraksh for a second but Rudraksh he moved his feet away and out of the hall

seeing him go Ruhanika can't stop her self and followed him they both stood in her room

" Ruk jaiye”

She called him from behind and he stopped but not look at her for once she run and stood in front of him , she looked at him but Rudraksh he moved away his eyes and Ruhanika tried hard to match his height ,she grabbed his chin

" Aise bhi kya khta ki hai nazre bhi nhi milana caah rhe hai hamse”

Rudraksh angrily pushed Ruhanika’s hand away from his chest.

“ Dur raho mujhse”

He said angrily, turning his eyes to the other side, but Ruhanika once again gently held Rudraksh’s chin.

“Nhi,” Ruhanika said, and Rudraksh looked at her angrily. “Nhi reh paungi aap se dur abb pta nhi kyun,” Ruhanika spoke honestly, without any lies. Rudraksh’s anger, which was only for show, slowly began to calm down. Still, controlling himself, he started moving away from her.

Just then, Ruhanika suddenly pulled him towards herself. Before Rudraksh could say anything, Ruhanika placed her lips on his. He kept looking at her, stunned, while Ruhanika lovingly kissed his lips. She began to suck his lips gently, as if they were juice. Rudraksh stood there without any reaction, trying to control himself and stop himself from touching her, but it was becoming difficult for him.

Now Rudraksh could no longer control himself, and he began to kiss her back. Soon, both of them got lost in each other. Slowly, Rudraksh’s hand started moving towards Ruhanika’s blouse.

But Ruhanika did not stop him either. Suddenly, Rudraksh pushed her back. Both of them were breathing heavily now, taking deep breaths one after another. Ruhanika, who was completely fine, moved towards Rudraksh.

“Kya ho gya hai aapko rudra kl tk to sab bilkul thik tha naa phir aaj ye kyu ? ”

She asked softly and lovingly, but even Rudraksh did not have an answer to that question—or maybe he did, but he did not want to say it.

Now, exhausted, Ruhanika collapsed against his chest. “tut jaungi aapse dur hokar ke kyu samajh nhi aaraha hai aapko,” she said, and all of this was becoming even more difficult for Rudraksh to handle

She said that and sat down at his feet. She looked up at Rudraksh and then, without saying anything, kissed his feet.

Rudraksh immediately bent down and lifted Ruhanika up. “ ruhi please don't do this , Mai maaf nhi kr paunga khud ko ” he said. Then, without saying anything else, Rudraksh picked Ruhanika up in his arms.

Ruhanika kept staring at him silently. Rudraksh made her sit on the bed and then sat down on the floor himself, on his knees, holding her feet gently in his hands.

“ Rudra.”

“ Shhhh”

Ruhanika tried to call him lovingly, but Rudraksh placed his fingers softly on her lips. Then, without saying anything, he slowly brought his lips close to her feet. Ruhanika felt nervous but did not say anything.

Meanwhile, Rudraksh gently held her ankles. Tears were flowing from his eyes, and a few drops fell onto Ruhanika’s feet.

Rudraksh pulled Ruhanika’s feet close to his chest and said,

“ inki jagah yaha hai ”

He said those words while pointing towards his chest.

“ Mere dil me ”

Ruhanika removed her feet from his chest and sat beside him on her knees.

“To phir kyu kar rhe hai khud se jguda aap mujhe,” Ruhanika wiped away Rudraksh’s tears.

“mar jhanugi aapke bina mai”

She said in a trembling voice, and before she could say anything else, Rudraksh silenced her lips—not with his hands, but with his own lips.

After kissing Ruhanika’s lips, Rudraksh said lovingly, “Aise lafz se Marne ki baat naa kiya kro iss kambakht dil se bardast nhi hota”

Ruhanika said in a pain-filled voice,

“mar to mai jaungi naa rudra aapse dur hokar pta nhi kyu dard hota hai dur jane ka naam sunkr.”

Rudraksh kept looking at her silently. He was helpless—doing something he never wanted to do, yet felt forced into it.

Without thinking anymore, he pulled Ruhanika into his arms.

“shhhh baccha relaxed mai kahi nhi jaunga aapko chhod kr.”

Rudraksh said softly.

Ruhanika lifted her head and looked at him. With love in her eyes, she slowly extended her hands toward him and asked,

“pinky promise?”

Rudraksh smiled and replied,

“haa baba pinky promise.”

Ruhanika hugged him again. Rudraksh gently caressed her hair, trying to calm her, when suddenly Ruhanika started crying uncontrollably.

Concerned, Rudraksh asked,

“Bacche what happened.”

He held her face in his hands and said,

“btao kya huaa meri ruhi ko haa.”

Seeing her cry like this scared him deeply. Ruhanika hugged him tightly again and said,

“pta hai maa always hurt me even unhe to mera shkal dekhna bhi pasnd nhi tha.”

She then looked at him and continued,

“aor jb aapne kaha ki aap hamse nafrat karte hai to tut gye the ham, hame lagta tha tha sayd jisse meri shaadi hogi vo pyar karega.”

"Par Aap”

Before she could complete her sentence Rudraksh packed her lips from his

And Ruhanika she reacted on his kiss she kissed him back like a mad woman she placed her hands on his neck and their kiss go e more deeper they both feel eachother

And he stopped when he understands that she can't breath

Ruhanika was struggling to having breath but she murmured

" I am so happy. today finnally I found my PIYA”

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